the very many ways to fall from grace.
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
listening to: sorry - buck cherry
posted @ 00:11
mood: mediocre
the impossible yet inevitable has happened. the world championship pool title has officially passed to mr. chiam.
altogether now... "sigh*"
as a result of a faltering memory (due to old age or just out of convenience, you wonder?) i can't quite remember how the games played out (oh really?). either that, or games with soojin just aren't that memorable after all. (ha!)
ok. i'm starting to sound schizo here.
anyway. there ya go. me champion no more =(
on to other falls from grace.
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fidelity. why is that so hard to come by?
you have those who double or triple deal (for whatever reasons) when they're in a steady loving relationship. then you have those who double deal on the pretext of finding some solace in another, when things are rocky in the current relationship. then you have those who double deal because they feel trapped in their marriage - a marriage, which they themselves acknowledge, were based on the wrong reasons to begin with.
fidelity. why is that so hard to come by?
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i ask the stupidest questions. questions which i already know the answers to. answers which will hurt, whether i ask them or not. so why do i keep asking them?
because hope lingers. because i think that by pretending to be fine, i will, actually, be fine for real one day.
but mostly because i'm just stupid. =)
so my friend, you do know why. it's just a matter of walking away.
Menu
ingredients
- me. throw in abit of sarcasm. sprinkle with some idealistic notions. a dash of jibber-jabber. mix it all together, and voila!
latest servings
- yippie-yai-yay!!
- broken mirror.
- be-frazzled!
- well apparently i can't keep my mouth shut after all.
- when words fail me.
- the boat, the bridge and the bigot
- from the corners of my mind...
- mt. molehill
- on overdrive...
- the double whammy of duplicity
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5 Comments:
I won 3-1 vs the both of you.. =)
Sin carries off more than one ugly visage,
Fidelity is but one from it's colourful montage,
Why does one steal to satiate a need?
What about those who succumb to greed?
Is there a reason to make another bleed?
Would there be answers by doing wrath's deed?
Whether for appreciation, vengeance or self esteem,
Not all things are ever as it would usually seem,
Sadly, we are all bestowed with feet of clay,
Making it all the harder to just walk away,
This is where you weigh truth and understanding,
Or maybe the answer lies closer to blind forgiving,
It's your call,
After all,
Liberty is not at liberty without detachment,
Loss is not losing without attachment,
Life is not living if you impose inertia,
Love is not loving if you impose criteria...
^^
"You will not be punished for your anger, you will be punished by your anger." - Buddha.
fwah dude. are you taking a jab at me for all the sledgehammering i've been dishing out? :P
i never said walking away would be easy.
most times, people do walk away. albeit slowly. and with lots of looking back. =)
A jab at you dear? Of course not, well maybe a little bit on the Buddha comment. :)
True that about walking away though. It's just that i don't really have an outlet to express. So your blog has become a victim I'm afraid. That okay with you right? :P
You can hammer me about it next time.
Revisit, do not relive ;)
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