another one bites the dust (this is starting to sound like a broken record...)

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

mood: befuddled.
listening to: my clock chiming 12 midnight

how i am feeling today, is a stark contrast from when i posted this. and yet, the same title applies. and for the same reasons too.

and as much as i've said this, and this, and this. i've also said this. and this. and this. and this.

and considering how many times i've said other stuff elsewhere, and to other people regarding the above, and how over and over again, i hear of the seemingly good falling to pieces, it amazes me how some people can put themselves through it over and over again.

the sleepless nights. the unanswered questions. the questioning of the unanswerable. the hurt. the pain. the counting of the did and didn't do scorecard. the tick-tocking of a mind that will not rest.

it scares the living daylights out of me.

it really does.

posted @ 00:05

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