not for the lack of trying...ok. fine. i didn't try very hard at all. but i've been travelling so much, ze brains have had no capacity to churn out anything consequential, nor witty, nor whatever. the heart was willing, but the mind was not. hrm.

that's common isn't it? to have nothing to say to someone after a long period of absence? and this awkward silence is often punctuated further if you had previously been very close...however, over an extended period of time, you both mutually inwardly acknowledged that your respective paths were gradually headed in different directions and thus began the unspoken prolonged parting of ways via a chain of missed calls, postponed appointments, wrong timings, "wished i could be there but can't (or won't)" and whathaveyous...all leading up to the awkward moment when for whatever reason, you are both thrown together once again.

that's the worst. and in my case, particularly so, because i hate awkward silences, and i feel the need to fill the sonic gap with jibber-jabber...and often, this means saying whatever comes to my mind without nary a thought. and of course, this is a recipe is for....yes, you got that right....disaster. won't go into the details right now....but trust me, there's a story or two to be told here ;)

anyway, what else is new? i'm still at crossroads. hopefully i'll make a turn some time soon. "hopefully" being the operative word here.

till the next post, i shall leave you with a little snippet which i thought was quite clever of me today :P yes, i gloat. so? it's my blog. i'll gloat all i want :P

=D

ok fine, it's not great. i'm pms-ing. indulge me.